Hobbies:Illustration, photography, concerts, philosophy, writing, music, veganism. Penpal message / wishes: I am not a face; I am not this faded body. I know all the things I’m not, but what about what am I?
I am an endless longing for a brush in the cheek that never comes. A breeze straight from the salty sea, in the morning, striking with its overtaking heat. Blood dripping off to the ground, drop by drop. This overbuilt bitterness that was guaranteed to form something new, yet haunted, long ago before it could have a will.
As of late, I am merely a sentiment, hidden between the lines of who I used to be; or maybe who I was supposed to.
There is no way I could ever fit in what most people take guaranteed for humans to be as. Am I even a person anymore? No, I don't think I am. I'm not human.
I am the unwanted anomaly, the obscure and isolated experience, the exception to the rule; all that is not written across the internet. Somehow, everything I am is nowhere to be seen. There is no community or society I belong to or wish to partake in. Going against the current seems to be forever rooted and integrated in me. Element key is missing: I have an inherent inability to create connections and see myself reflected in others, my only option is to reassure myself and create acceptance within my own consciousness.
This deep revolting hollowness inside of me is consistently present; a never-ending black hole that consumes everything within its reach and path. Dread is there even when I sleep awake.
I try to create life where there isn't any. Even when there is no answer for someone like me, I will break down these walls and find a new way out. Necromancer, brought myself back from the dead. Now there is nothing left but to begin, form and shape a creature where there wasn't any to show from the start; find out how it's like: to be alive. I was born in this very moment, just now: reset me.
We all decide our reality, the tales and stories we recount ourselves about who we are, what we like, what we aspire to be; everyday. Nothing is real, yet everything is. And mine? You are standing in front of me, you can see it clearly now.
Hobbies:sports,movies,etc Penpal message / wishes: Hi! I'm just a 23 year old guy who wants to meet people from other countries, you can talk to me about anything :)
I like playing basketball, crochet and watching a lot of stuff
Even if we don't have things in common im sure it'll be a nice conversation
Some people don't have patience to form connections or at least that is what a lot of folk say, they may fancy themselves as something unfruitful; anyway I'm looking for people who are passionate about their hobbies, careers, lives and so on; I love when people talk about what they are passionate about and I could offer some of mine in return of course.
I think plenty of us know that incidents such as age or gender don't determine an interesting person so I don't mind those, I mind that you want constant correspondence, look alive while writing and share my curiosity and sense of adventure.
So what do you say potential friend? shall we walk the path of discovery together and see if our mails become something worthy of a legend? maybe not that much but could be right on and so much fun. If you are interesting in me, my country or just want to contact a person then hit me up, I check my mails daily and also have other means of contact should we come to that
Some people don't have patience to form connections or at least that is what a lot of folk say, they may fancy themselves as something unfruitful; anyway I'm looking for people who are passionate about their hobbies, careers, lives and so on; I love when people talk about what they are passionate about and I could offer some of mine in return of course.
I think plenty of us know that incidents such as age or gender don't determine an interesting person so I don't mind those, I mind that you want constant correspondence, look alive while writing and share my curiosity and sense of adventure.
So what do you say potential friend? shall we walk the path of discovery together and see if our mails become something worthy of a legend? maybe not that much but could be right on and so much fun. If you are interesting in me, my country or just want to contact a person then hit me up, I check my mails daily and also have other means of contact should we come to that
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